Forget the times he walked by..
Forget the times he made you cry..
Forget the times he spoke your name..
Remember now your not the same..
Forget the times he held your hand..
Forget the sweet things if you can..
Forget the times & Don't pretend,
Remember now he's just your friend..
-Unknown-

Who has Facebook and does the social interview?

"well, I'm basically being spammed with this app,
but somehow I like to see how their wrote about me.
and yes, I really enjoyed reading it." ;)

Rest in peace eyang uti

About 5 years a go.. when I sat beside you..
I knew that you could feel me there
cause' my hand was holding on to yours..

you told me about my father's childhood stories,
his naughtiness, his ambitions to married my mom
and how much you loved my parents..

we all sat peacefully together..

Then there it was- this afternoon..
Friday, October 23 2009 - 12.30 pm
your final breath I didn't want to believe it!

*sigh*

Suddenly I feel like a useless granddaughter ever!
when I couldn't be there for you
and all I could do was cry.

yes, I've lost my only grandma..
but then I realized you were in peace with grandpa
and both of you will always be in my heart and thoughts..

well, as I dropped a few tears
I just want to let you know..
"I love you eyang uti.. I really do.."

my friend gave me this song thru msn,
he simply said: "be patient.."
yes, I love the lyrics.. it simply sweet and made me cry.
Thank you Syad.

why "him"?

Theme song: Christina Aguilera - Save me From My Self

03:18am

I love the feelings he gave me.. I love his constant gratitude.. I love his voice over the phone.. I love our debates.. I love listening to his terrific sense of humor, and the way he stays in the corner offering some helps when I'm doing those assignments, the way he calls me 'beb', the way he explains when I really don’t understand about something, the way he said these sentences, the way he let me freaking out in front of him even though its not his fault, the way he patch up with me after a tumultuous fight.. and I love seeing his gestures. When he can finish my sentences and somehow know what I was going to say, and when we can understand without speaking!! :D I do love by hearing his stories about those blockbuster Hollywood movies and the way he promised me that we'll having a quatro movie marathon in one of his favorite cinemas there in Jakarta! and one thing for sure, I know that he never give up on me, and that's what keeps me going..

I wanted to thank you for everything you've ever done for me, for always been there when I needed you, and I know you were always by my side when times got rough. I owe it all to you. and also, I wantedto thank you for trusting me, and listening to me either.. I wanted to let you know that everything you did means a lot to me. well, it's only been four, almost five years since I met you, but it seems like been a lifetime. I never really thought that I would get to know you so well.. ;)

selamat ulang tahun Indonesia

Hopes Indonesia will be a better place that give us peace of mind,
I love you and I will always do.

I miss Jakarta more than ever now, SG is way boring than you ever thought!